Kate!

must... think... happy... thoughts...

phew so being cheerful all the time isn't easy :-P Not that I expected it to be, but I'm getting bored and it's hard work being perky. I'm thinking of all the things I could be doing other than killing time. That's an awful expression, anyway - why on earth would anyone want to kill time? Hopefully I'll eventually get to the point where I don't want more or less time - when I'm just able to take life's moments for what they are, one at a time.

I spent too much time inside today and can't think of anything refreshing to write about. Hmmm... something positive... I had an awesome iced coffee today. It all depends on getting the right ratio of half and half and sugar, plus coffee that's not burned always helped. I made a good one today... Oh tiring. I can't seem to get something to inspire me... I'll settle for some good song lyrics. I could either pick the next song that comes up on random on my iTunes, or I could spend a good deal of time picking a significant song for a reason. I won't tell you which I've done...

Kate - Ben Folds

She plays wipe out on the drums
The squirrels and the birds come
Gather 'round to sing the guitar
Oh, I...have you got nothing to say?
When all words fail, she speaks
Her mix tape's a masterpiece
Walks through the garden
So the roses can see
Oh, I ... have you got nothing to say?

And you can see daisies in her footsteps
Dandelions, butterflies
I wanna be Kate

Everyday she wears the same thing
I think she smokes pot
She's everything I want
She's everything I'm not
Oh, I ... have you got nothing to say?

She never gets wet
She smiles and it's a rainbow
And she speaks and she breathes
I wanna be Kate

Down by Rosemary and Cameron
She hands out the Bhagavad Gita
I see her 'round every couple days
I wanna meet her so that I can say, "Hey ..."
Kate

She never gets wet
She smiles and it's a rainbow
You can see
I wanna wanna wanna wanna be
Kate