Beginning

OK, so I've never bought into this blogging thing, but I think I need to try it before I make any final judgements. If nothing else, I currently have a strong need to believe that my mind can be changed. There's something about life that makes me hesitate before making anything final, since change is both inevitable and unpredictable.

Essentially, I simply need a place to express the thoughts that I can't stop fighting. No, probably not too much about my personal life, although ultimately everything that comes out of anyone's mouth is based in their personal life. I've learned thus far in my life that my mind is too complicated to shut off, to sit still for one moment, to BREATHE. It's always moving, often in every direction but the one I want it to. My lack of a one-track mind is hindering me at the present moment in my present state, and I simply need a place to let go of it.

So here it is, a blog. Are blogs just places for people to vent to perfect strangers about their personal lives, too afraid or embarrased to say it out loud? Possibly. But I've finally come to realize there's not too much wrong with that, because sometimes you just need to be the voice and not the ears. I get it. Or, at least, I think I do. I suppose the beauty is that I'll find out.