Ramble

Ah it's been too long since I could just let my mind go. I've just been thinking of things to blog about for the past... 5? days. All of them were ridiculously insignificant and thus perfect blog topics, and now I can't remember them.

So what's on my mind right now? I'm feeling the James Taylor playing, because I'm in a Fire and Rain kind of mood. "My body's aching and my time is at hand/I won't make it any other way..."

I am in a pretty great need of a break from everything, but then aren't we all. Is there ever a point when we don't need a break? I'm sure there is, but it's at times like this when it seems like such a state of existence isn't possible. Mmm so gloomy! Time to cheer up. But I also already wrote about Thanksgiving about two weeks ago, so I can't go off on that one. Hmm what to be perky about? I have one of those calendars with the spanish saying of the day on it, and saved the one from the day before halloween: "Disfrazate do ogro!" or "Put on the ogre costume!" Now who would really yell that out loud?

How about the fact that I've got work to do and have no motivation? What else is new. Instead I'm being a cheesy girly-girl with my friend Claire online, which feels pretty damn good. I love this girl - I met her two summers ago at work, saw her pretty much every day for two months, and now we talk all the time. She's only a sophomore in high school, so she's young, but she and I are so much alike. Sometimes it just works that way - you just click with someone and that's it. I've actually only seen her once since two years ago, but it doesn't make a difference. How does that happen? Sometimes as hard as I try I just can't get close to people, and other times it just works so easily. I'm sure it has all to do with people's personalities, and some people just naturally get along better than others. But other times its easy just because there's no pressure - make of it what you will, it could be temporary or everasting and it doesn't really matter. They're few and far between, those relationships - they're not necessarily the people who make the biggest difference in your life, just the people who laugh at the right times and somehow know how to cheer you up, even if they don't really know you at all. They're little gifts, just bouts of comfort wrapped into one person who you hardly know and hardly have to know. I don't miss Claire like crazy, but I love talking to her - how does that work?

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